cant wait for school to be done

Wow! I cant beleive how fast this year went! It feels like it has only been one semester when really we only have like 4 or 5 weeks left. I have pretty good grades this semester, the only thing is I missed a lot of days and I have a couple unverified days. Yesterday my guidance counceler came and talked to me and said your only alllowed to have 3 unvarifieds and then you get dropped from the class..I did not know that! I did really bad in 9th grade and somewhat bad in 10th grade so i have to pass EVERY class this semester to graduate. I will have exactly 215 credits. So Im going to have to stop missing school AND stop being late all the time. I know my mom thinks since Im staying with my friend I wont graduate. WATCH, I know I will.

future plans

Wooooow! I am a senior (finally) and I still dont know for sure what I want to do. I know im going to college (not looking forward to it) but I dont know FOR SURE what I will major in. Im going to Northeast and I sent an application. I signed up for Behavioral Health as my major, but like I said I dont know for sure what I want to do. Im staying with a friend now and im hopeing to have my own place by the end of may or june. I dont mind staying there i just dont want to be a mooch and there is a lot of people living in that house. well thats it for now. peace

Moveing out

This last Saturday my mom kicked me out. I'm staying w a friendof mine so it doesn't seem that weird because I kick it over there all the time anyway. I feel bad for my mom but at the same time I think she stresses HERSELF out (I dont) and she gets mad too easily. It's straight though, maybe we will get along better when were not around each other as much. Plus part of the reason my brother is in the foster home for now is because there was allready 4 people living in my moms two bedroom apartment, so my brothers caseworker said there wasnt enough room. So maybe he will get to come home sooner since there is less people there now.

whats new

well my brother is finally out of kearney! wooh! it has been like 3 or 4 weeks. He still doesnt live with my mom he lives in a foster home but the foster home is in Norolk so it's cool. I know he is bored there but i gatta say im kinda glad he is in the foster home for a little bit just so he can get used to being back in Norfolk and not get in trouble again. His whole life he's been one for getting in trouble over simple stuff a lot. He has gone back and forth being locked up different places. I hope he doesn't get locked up anymore. He got caught twice with cigerrettes by his foster partent. Cigs aren't that big of a deal but still...one things leads to another. Ugh I dont like his foster parent though. He just looks pissed off all the time and I dont think he likes me for whatever reason, and my brother thinks he doesnt like me either. Oh well.....

What Would I Change About Me If I Could

On one of my blogs Mrs. Rouse left a comment asking what I would change about myself if I could. That is a hard question I think. If im with a couple people it's straight but if there is a lot of people around I just sit back and chill. I dont' mind sometimes. But sometimes I get bored just sitting there. I don't think school would be so boring if I talked to people more. The only other thing is I wish I wouldn't change my mind so much. It makes me crazy because a lot of times I don't really know what I want.